I don't know who needs to hear this but that person who is making you question your self-worth while you are dealing with the most stressful circumstances of your lifetime is probably not your soulmate , heres a pic to make your day brighter .
You'll have to show how submitted you are, I mean would you beg/ allow me to lock your clity in long term chastity and fuck your hole with my strap on in my front of my friends? that is what i mean when i asked if you are submissive and ready. giving me