It's okay to want a hug or to rest in a lap. It doesn't make you less dominant to need comfort. It's okay to need a shoulder to cry on. I hope you're doing okay and if not we can change that :)
I tried to increase my pity rate from 80 to 81 through normal pull in Genshin for Baal Banner. I got a 5 star Skyward Spine on a 1.5% I swear to god im going to murder baal using that Skyward Spine