I put on almost 30lbs during lockdown and recently lost most of it, but I still feel as big as before. I’ve struggled with having a healthy approach to my weight since I was little, and I’m trying to not slide back into bad habits
In the song "Swallowing dust" by Alexander Doroshenko, the phrase "чёрный тюльпан" (black tulip) refers to the An-12 plane that was used to transport soldiers killed in Afghanistan.
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